one thing, and sure

i just like to called him the future
even he's already in the past
even we aren't together
even the condition push me to stay away from him (now)
but i just called him so
and it won't change, i promise it

i don't know what you think about me
many things that i do not write here
many things that all of you never know
the truth
the big things why i can't leave him
i can't

one thing that i know
what can i do now just waiting
yes...waiting

everybody said,
forget your past
MOVE ON!!

i can't
i just can't do that